Oh my, a lot of time has passed. School being school.. takes away my valuable hours of life. I 'd rather stay in my room and study there. Also, I had mood swings lately, and I tell you, they're not fun. I'm desperate to leave my current place and move to the new house, stupid being that I am, I believe that it will change something, for better of course. Jeez, I really hate my neighbours (not all of them, but you know..). I guess that the weather is also against me... see, you go out all happy in the morning only to be covered in snow while walking home in WET shoesa few hours later, oh joy. It seems that only my NOT SO SMALL puppy enjoys winter. Ok, enough of my yammering.

OKIES. MASSIVE SN SPOILERS. I KNOW YOU WANT TO READ THIS.

So, I made this journal to write about Supernatural <3 OH MY GOD, the 5th season is up. Well, it started a few weeks ago but I really didn't have much time to update (tbh I should be learning right now too, but who cares). Season premiere was exciting. I guess after waiting for so long... I didn't know what to expect after the last episode of 4th season. I mean, would Lucifer jump out of the hole or what |D ? Fortunately Kripke got it covered. The light running up to the sky, angel's scream all that jezz. I still don't know how Dean and Sam appeared on the plane. And Castiel... he just came back from dead. Whoa.
Meg, I swear, that cockroach's getting on my nerves. Ugly bitches just can't die, oh no. I also felt sorry for Bobby, possesion and the consequences of it, the things he said to Sam Well, the ending was quite good, I must admit. Lucifer taking over Nick's body (Mark Pellegrino did great job) and the story of that poor guy... it nearly made me cry. But the thing I can't stop thinking about is why angels let that happen? There are lots of bad people, but the nice ones too, yet they have to suffer. Huh.

I was satisfied with the second episode. Basically it was all about fighting with War (one of the Horsemen ) in a city full of 'ossesed' (that's what assume Dean and Sam at first) people.

_{War: Here’s a hint. I was in Germany, then in Germany, then in the Middle East, I was in Darfur when my beeper went off, I’m waiting to hook up with my siblings, I’ve got three.
Sam: I know who you are. There aren’t any demons in town, are there?
War: Nope. Just frightened people, ripping each other’s throats out. I really haven’t had to do too much, take out a bridge here, lay in a little hallucination there, sit back, pop some corn, watch the show. (...blah blah) You think I’m a monster. I’m jello shots at a party. I just remove inhibitions.}

All in all Dean and Sam manage to catch War and cut off his finger with knife to get the ring. That's when hallucinations stop.
Oh, and I literally cried when brothers split up in the last minutes of the episode :< (Sam didn't trust himself anymore and wanted to stop hunting) DAWWWW. Also, bonus for ya, Bobby's line (he was talking to Cas at the beginning of ep):

_{Bobby: When you find God, tell him to send legs.}
and Ellen's:
_{Ellen: My daughter might be an idiot, but she’s not stupid.}

Now comes the lulz. Third episode guys.
Sooo, Cas asks Dean to help him in finding Raphael, archangel that killed poor Cas. He believes that Raphael will know where the God is (lol, sometimes the plot is funny). Castiel knows, that Dean will be safe, because he's Michael's vessel and no archangel would try to kill him.

_{Dean: Woah, woah.
Castiel: What?
Dean: Last time you zapped me someplace, I didn’t poop for a week. We’re driving.}

At the police station (looking for the signs of life from Raphael after one accident)
_{Dean: You’re serious? You’re going to walk in there and tell him the truth?
Castiel: Why not?
Dean: Because we’re humans. And when humans want something really, really bad, we lie.
Castiel: Why?
Dean: Because that’s how you become president. ~~~~
Dean: Any idea what set them off?
Cas: It’s angels and demons probably.They’re squirmishing all over the globe.
Detective: Come again? What did he say?
Dean: No… Cas: Demons. Dean: Nothing. Cas: Demons!!!!11!!1
Dean: Demons, you know, drink,adultery. We all have our demons. Right?}
Waiting for the appearance of Raphael (Cas thinks that he might be killed again)
_{Dean: There are two things in life I know for certain. One: Bert and Ernie are gay. Two, you are not going to die a virgin. Not on my watch. (lol, Dean's face)}

At the club (this time Castiel's facial expression was priceless)
_{Dean: Hey, relax.
Castiel: This is a den of iniquity. I should not be here.
Dean: Dude, you full on rebelled against heaven. Iniquity is one of the perks.}

Dean and Cas come back to the old house. When they finally take a hold of Raphael, he tells them that "God is dead". Ofc they don't believe him, or...do they?

_{Castiel: There’s almost an open phone line between a vessel and his angel. One just has to know how to dial.
Dean: Just out of curiosity, what is the average customer wait time to speak to an archangel?
Castel: Be ready.
Dean: I thought you were supposed to be impressive.}


I laughed hard while watching 4th episode too (mainly coz of Cas ). Though it was quite sad and depressing.

_{Cas: That's not funny Dean, the voice says I'm almost out of minutes!}

After talking to Castiel on the phone (because of that mojo thing Cas did to the boys no angels can find them...cell phone seems a good way to keep in contact ) Dean wakes up in the year 2014, in the world where Croatoan virus spreads rapidly (with PALIN as a president of the US- I nearly choked on my tea). Old Dean meets the new one and tells him that it was Zachariah who sent him in the future. Together with the 'new' Dean he tries to capture evil Sam, who is now Lucifer's vessel, unfortunately future Dean ends on the ground lying dead. Old Dean has an interesting talk with the Devil, then sob Zachariah takes him back to the present. He also tells him, that he has to say 'yes' to Michael (it sounds.. wrong) otherwise the sad story will repeat. Poor Dean.
BUT, future Cas was a hilarious hippie. So what fallen angels do? DRUGS AND WILD ORGIES, YEAH. Castiel, I tell, you, I'd never thought that you would become someone like that, especially after the scene at the club. Srsly.

I guess this journal is already too long (or should I say, it's a wall-o-text?). That's why I'm not going to write what happens exactly in the 5th ep. It was called "Fallen idols" (brilliant title I must say). With guest star... Paris Hilton. Yea, Paris as herself. Ugly creature leshi took shapes of famous people- average filler episode, but that doesn't mean it wasn't funny. You see, Paris totally kicked Dean's ass Fortunately Sam saved his brother and cut of leshi's (Paris Hilton) head with an axe. PRICELESS VIEW

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Lately I've been bitching a lot about ending holidays. Yeah, school sucks out loud, but it's a part of my life and I can't (well, not really ) do anything to escape from it. Besides it's the LAST year of high school, which unfortunately means final exams.
Shit, time's slipping through my fingers... and I'm soooo lazy, especially DURING holidays. I barely learned anything ( Why, oh why I didn't choose some kind of math/physics class? Now I have to catch up on everything..I mean all the upper-level stuff ) :c Hell, I'm even wasting my time NOW, writing this journal.

Anyway, I don't want you to die here, reading this crap. Sorry for my absence, I reeeeally don't have much time. My new house is aaalmost (haha) finished, but there are still lots of things to do. Also, I have a small 3-month-old st. Bernard puppy (he's with us for over 3 weeks now) and I feel like a tired mum D: Fortunately my animals get on well with each other, even cats got used to him (if he's nice and doesn't chase them around the house), phew.
_{I can has a crappy video?} [link]

Also also also. Since am a lazyass (you should all know it by now) I don't feel like writing crits/replying to comments etc. I might stay it touch with close friends, but that's it. Ofc I'm not leaving dA or anything like that, but... I just need a break. Though I'll try to upload my pics here from time to time. Sorry, get over it D: Much luv to ya :*

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Yup. Commissions. They are open right now, when I have holidays. I'm too lazy to get my ideas out of my head onto paper/ digital canvas in PS/ etc. Most of them are just too complicated... I'm also quite busy because of making a driver's license (killin' people on the road FTW) and learing (YES LEARNING, Math to be exact). Soooo simple, sketchy commissions should keep my art on acceptable level. Anyone interested? No one, thought so

Price, price, let's say 10-11$ ? Depends on the character.
-coloured sketch of a character (simple shading and bg), something like.. [link] , [link] , [link] , [link] , [link] (yesss, I draw ugly people too)
Some of the examples are only non-coloured sketches, but as I said, they will be coloured with simple shading and bg (also simple :3)
I accept bank transfer, but creating a Paypal account won't be a problem for me
Note me if you are interested c:

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I'm really sorry for not commenting any of your works. I always knew that I'm a lazy person but.. I log into DeviantArt everyday, check my messages, look through new deviations... And do nothing more. I owe you so much, without this site I'd have been nothing. Of course I did draw before However, I only copied other people's pictures, occasionally creating something of my own (and believe me, these pictures weren't good looking). Today I'm able to bring to life beautiful, colourful scenes, unique characters and even more. Well, you can say that practice makes perfect or that every artist develop his/her skills each day. It is true. Though you can learn new things quicker, only if you want, that is. Looking at the pictures of your more experienced friends, watching/reading tutorials, accepting critiques, DeviantArt provides you all these things And besides, you gain new friends (a very special bonus ) So yeah, I'll try to make it up to all of you.

Now, 'bout my (not so) boring life. The last few months have been really hard for me. If not the hardest in my life. You know, sometimes you're a witness to some really nasty things and you'd never think that the same things could affect you or your family. Yeah, know what? They pretty can. I tried to hide my feelings well and to my great surprise I succeeded in it. Though there were times when I thought I'd not pull through. Fortunately, I found support in my closest friends and people really important to me. Now everything seems to be fine. Even the weather is nice and it's getting warmer each day

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Ugh, srednio mi sie chce teraz to wszystko pisac jeszcze raz, ale wiem, ze niektorzy woleliby przeczytac journal po polsku. Ogolnie rzecz biorac strasznie sie rozleniwilam ostatnio D: Odechcialo mi sie komentowania i innych rzeczy na dA. Troche mi glupio, bo dzieki tej stronie bylam w stanie podniesc swoje umiejetnosci.. a teraz sie czuje, jakbym nie dala nic od siebie. W koncu dA to Wy Mysle, ze kiedys sie zbiore i jakos sie odwdziecze.
Moje zycie bynajmniej nie jest najciekawszym tematem do rozmow, ale skoro juz pisze, to niech bedzie. Ostatnie kilka miesiecy ladnie mi dalo w kosc, jednak rodzinne sprawy potrafia najmocniej dolowac. W tym momencie wszystko sie ulozylo i mam nadzieje, ze tak juz zostanie. No, i cieszcie sie pogoda ludzie

I don't have much time, plus I'm sleepy *i've been going to bed pretty late for the last couple of days... like 4 am*
I'm leaving tomorrow for a week ^^ I guess it won't change anything since I'm a quite inactive person. My life's been hectic for the past.. 3 weeks. Though I don't know if I'll comment more when I come back *lots of exams, damn you school, again*
Soooo, I wanted to say good bye to all of you ppl


lol yes. Myabe I'll get some presents :<

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